Tell me: Am I a freak?

I am 16 years old, and I am from a little town in the middle of Florida. Let's just say I'm pretty different from everyone in my town and whole family. I always feel like a black sheep. Firstly, I live for fashion and makeup. I search through vogue, bazaar and Elle, building my wardrobe. Whenever I go out in public I get thousands of looks from people shaking their heads at me, not approving of my 6 inch heels and lace dresses. I love reading, a lot. I'm kinda in love with Stephen King, Nabokov, Vonnegut, and Capote. Whenever I bring it up to anyone, I get lots of "whys?". What 16 year old girl is trying to solve the JonBenet Ramsey murder? Me! I have an entire case file, profile and notebooks full of theories. I love true crime, I could tell you anything you ever wanted to know about serial killers. Psychology, Criminology, and Forensics fascinate me. I want to be in the FBI, specifically the CASKU unit. (Child Abduction and Serial Killer Unit). And if that doesn't work out, I could live my whole life doing nothing but writing. I have stacks of unfinished material lying all of my room, mixed in with my stacks of Freudian textbooks and shoes. I love making short artistic films, and I worship Alfred Hitchcock, Stanley Kubrick, Wes Cravin, and Tobe Hooper. Ever since I was three and sat on my dad's lap watching Nightmare on Elm Street (and was surprisingly unafraid!) , I've been hooked on horror movies, I've seen them all! I love Nirvana (and Kurt Cobain), The Rolling Stones, Aerosmith, Guns N' Roses, and anything from the 60's! I would have killed to live in the 60's! I hate small town life, and dream of when I live in New York City. Sometimes I feel so alone. My parents and nobody in my family understands me. I have great friends, when you go to a school where there's only 20 people in the high school, you make some pretty amazing friends. But I'm scared when I go to college, I will be alone. Please, I want pure honesty, am I a freak?