Looking for an Abduction Hypnotist in New Hampshire.?

Unfortunately MUFON has closed in NH and moved to a New England based firm. Sadly enough, their website is busted. I have been an abductee for most my life and there are a lot of gray areas in my memory. Im nearing 30 and want some answers. Im afraid to open Pandora's Box so to speak but if i find more answers amongst more questions i would be happy. any info on this would be great. if you are here to make some stupid comment it will fall on deaf ears. thank you for your time.